Second chances & new beginnings

Well fresh out the ranch and feeling great. Spent a few days in lethbridge and now I'm in Calgary. It feels great to be out in the real world again although I will be forever grateful for totwr and all it has done for me. I just wish I couldve done more for them!! Among the things I accomplished were 3 (nearly 4) outhouses, a dock, a picnic table, and a cathouse for Carlos!! Lol anyways on my last Sunday in Cranbrook had a powerful experience at church and it was really quite amazing. The energy was phenomenal. Needless to say sometimes I feel as if I had never had an addiction to my d.o.c. Don't get me wrong, I still think about it, but as quickly as the thought enters my head it is gone just as fast. I dunno, I think if I was in Vancouver that might change, so I realize the need to minimie my time in Vancouver when the time comes tk return there. That being said I think it's a def possibility of ending up in Calgary as I really like it here, I just need to get a job pronto!! Having a gret time hookin up with former ranchers and it's all sober, clean fun! Which I didn't know was possible until I got to totw. Lol anyways gotta run, sucks blogging from an iPhone but just felt I had to write something!! Hope everyone is doing well.

Big daddy out!