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so its been two and a half months since i've left and im doing great! i'm finding myself in new challenges that are healthy and also figuring what best for me... My mind has been all over the place yet i proceed with my routine.. also claiming my life is boring but when i sat back to really look at my life i have many opportunities that i need to decide on but also take my time on... there are days i want it all and days where i remind myself to take it one day at a time...

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So i started to look for a place yesterday and didn't realize how expensive its going to be! so my mind started to over think and put stress on me because i was thinking i couldn't afford it! And being broke at the time was starting to really affect my positive views...

As i was looking on the internet my mother walked into my office and pointed something out and i also broke down my living expenses and geeeezzz does that mind ever like to bring you down until you prove it wrong! so…

Now that my family knows I've been to treatment, they are asking me lots of questions and seeking help.. One wants to give good advice to her neighbor that is heading out to treatment.. the most i told her to say was "that she could be her support and reassure her that she's doing the right thing to only listen to her heart and not her mind".. Another just admitted he has a problem and wants to stop I told him "it's great that you are reaching out for help and thats the first part to…

Hello All,

This was my first weekend home and it's been very tough alot of heart ache because everything is hitting me alot quicker then I expected. I guess that's why they expect the unexpected.. I've already seen some friends and started setting bounderies with them, so that is very good and the even better part is recognizing the bounderies for myself!

I can't express enough gratitude towards this whole recovery because i'm seeing this life in a whole new way and even though…